Sister Poetry

Yes, I am afraid- 
There are fears I cannot even explain 
And there is hurt 
Be it desire, loneliness, yearning. 
Once there was anger—now only traces 
Then deep new anger 
And there is joy 
Deep joy born of being in love 
Sharing friendship-being Sister
Family bonding 
And there is excitement 
Newness,  
Unexpected adventure 
Life opening 
Learning 
And there is grieving 
Good-byes too hard to say 
Like dream death and death waiting 
And it is all mixed  
So many deep feelings 
So much within 
So deep.